Implode

i don't need help
i just hate myself
i don't want to be here
i just want to disappear

go away never come back
nobody cares
i'm not jack

everything always goes awry
everything always makes me cry
the tears are invisible
they are indestructable

i'll never amount to anything
i'm worth nothing to everyone
what a waste
i'm done

Monger

such a mess you are
look at what you've done
somehow you still stand
yet you've fallen long ago

how low can you go?
do you have your limits
or are you delusional enough
that you'll never sink too far

someone should really
wake you from that dream
that you call your life

so proud you are of all you've done
ruining it all for everyone
you act just like royalty
well down with the king, yeah
down with the king

how long can you hold your place?
propped up by lies written on your face
i can see your knees getting weak
is that blush in your cheeks?

and i am not your ally
and i am not your friend
and i hope you choke (again)

lie in the deathbed that you've made

Somewhere Else (A Dream)

fallen
into you completely
we are one
our love intertwined
it will never die

Womb

it all comes rushing in
the warmth i used to know
i feel so secure
i don't want to let go

does she feel it too?
the connection is still there
it never went away
always layed to bare

the feeling that i get
holding her again
it's no stranger to me
can i hold it in?

i feel so consoled
and a sense of relief
wrapped in her embrace
i never want to leave