tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84115332011-07-31T02:11:37.767-04:00Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comBlogger471100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-51230005676556481192010-04-11T15:12:00.002-04:002010-04-11T15:19:14.045-04:00To all those who have been wondering what I have been up to musically and what has been going on with the website, here's the scoop:<div><br /></div><div>I have been practicing bass in order to work on the musical aspects of a dark force. I feel it is finally time to begin the process of integration with my lyrics. This will take time, but it will be well worth the effort.</div><div><br /></div><div>I will occasionally update the website with new lyrical content, but not as frequently.</div><div><br /></div><div>I also have some personal issues in my life going on right now as well, but all will be sorted out over time. I appreciate everyone's patience, and look forward to going back to work.</div><div><br /></div><div>Thank you.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-5123000567655648119?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-13243355611367045722009-12-26T17:26:00.001-05:002009-12-26T17:26:35.673-05:00splitting<div>worlds in two</div><div>as if to be with you</div><div>on this one</div><div><br /></div><div>shadows</div><div>creep with you</div><div>it courses through my veins</div><div>take me over</div><div><br /></div><div>rock hard</div><div>leave me now</div><div>cracking my brittle skin</div><div>blow me away</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>this is it</div><div>no more compromise</div><div>it's not time to hide</div><div>let it all out</div><div>cast away your doubt</div><div>follow me through it</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>this time</div><div>things collide</div><div>ripping it all apart</div><div>take it away</div><div><br /></div><div>falling</div><div>towards it</div><div>i'm gonna show them all</div><div>shake it all up</div><div><br /></div><div>like steel</div><div>coming down</div><div>victim of hateful crimes</div><div>break it all up</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div>this is it</div><div>no more compromise</div><div>it's not time to hide</div><div>let it all out</div><div>cast away your doubt</div><div>follow me through it</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>full speed</div><div>no throttle</div><div>it's racing through your mind</div><div>are you learning?</div><div><br /></div><div>profane</div><div>only way</div><div>you made your world as is</div><div>can you feel it?</div><div><br /></div><div>blindside</div><div>the last one</div><div>take it from them and run</div><div>all better now</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div>this is it</div><div>no more compromise</div><div>it's not time to hide</div><div>let it all out</div><div>cast away your doubt</div><div>follow me through it</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>unleash</div><div>your demon</div><div>it's done now do your will</div><div>it is all gone</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>born of fire</div><div>your desire</div><div>will transpire</div><div>i'm no liar</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-1324335561136704572?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-42451671490841627652009-11-18T19:01:00.003-05:002009-11-18T19:05:35.009-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/SwSLyO0JqAI/AAAAAAAAAEI/n1yqxY5kU-o/s1600/arturiaanalogfactoryexp.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/SwSLyO0JqAI/AAAAAAAAAEI/n1yqxY5kU-o/s400/arturiaanalogfactoryexp.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405599147837990914" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4245167149084162765?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-50601094781390660612009-07-20T17:01:00.002-04:002009-07-20T17:23:09.270-04:00i keep jumping<div>yeah from one thing to the next</div><div>there's no in between</div><div>and it happens in excess</div><div><br /></div><div>from zero to one and</div><div>back</div><div>i wonder if it will ever</div><div>end</div><div><br /></div><div>i want your analogue</div><div>give me your smooth</div><div>teach me to flow inside</div><div>it's a battle i fight and one i dare not lose</div><div><br /></div><div>how do you do it</div><div>it's this that i must know</div><div>is there a trick to it</div><div>i'm sick of this stop and go</div><div><br /></div><div>if i try will i just</div><div>crack</div><div>can i get it together and</div><div>mend</div><div><br /></div><div><div>i want your analogue</div><div>give me your smooth</div><div>teach me to flow inside</div><div>it's a battle i fight and one i dare not lose</div><div><br /></div><div><div>i want your analogue</div><div>give me your smooth</div><div>teach me to flow inside</div><div>it's a battle i fight and one i dare not lose</div><div><br /></div><div><div>i want your analogue</div><div>give me your smooth</div><div>teach me to flow inside</div><div>it's a battle i fight and one i dare not lose</div><div><br /></div><div>maybe i can't</div><div>maybe i'll never know why</div><div>maybe it can be controlled</div><div>maybe it will die</div><div><br /></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-5060109478139066061?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-16144733115801932452009-04-30T16:31:00.002-04:002009-04-30T16:57:31.997-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/SfoQm2AB0RI/AAAAAAAAAD4/2uKUClTmufI/s1600-h/a_new_beginning.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/SfoQm2AB0RI/AAAAAAAAAD4/2uKUClTmufI/s400/a_new_beginning.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330591368463110418" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-1614473311580193245?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-52835926702541638102009-04-15T16:21:00.002-04:002009-04-15T20:57:02.386-04:00light hits my brain<br />and i feel so alive<br />it's all so surreal<br />this is my hive<br /><br />i lay on the glass<br />then everything fades<br />i don't have to run<br />waves crash in my brain<br /><br />bathe in the air<br />inhale the rush<br />fall into rapture<br />radiate my crush<br /><br />welcome the warmth<br />choke on the wings<br />sonic relief<br />bright power things<br /><br />crimson release<br />everything's blue<br />retinal charge<br />burned up in you<br /><br />melodic grip<br />holds all I see<br />lip reading truths<br />bursting in me<br /><br />cruising charade<br />flowing through night<br />soft black caress<br />everything's right<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-5283592670254163810?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-41954573937129714032009-01-16T19:06:00.002-05:002009-01-16T19:08:03.968-05:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/SXEhOyjxc4I/AAAAAAAAADI/gjE-eHUtgeM/s1600-h/Little+Red+Thing_9921x14031_correction_resized.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5292047575110742914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 293px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/SXEhOyjxc4I/AAAAAAAAADI/gjE-eHUtgeM/s400/Little+Red+Thing_9921x14031_correction_resized.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center">Click image for full size.</div><div align="center"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4195457393712971403?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-6017755386881803102009-01-04T21:46:00.018-05:002009-01-05T04:38:18.108-05:00is there something i did<div>is there something i should do</div><div>all i want is to</div><div>is to bleed with you</div><div><br /></div><div>is it all in my head again</div><div>no it's not i fear</div><div>do you really want</div><div>want me to disappear</div><div><br /></div><div>my heart wants it all</div><div>call it a whore</div><div>i'm begging you please</div><div>give me something more...</div><div>than this</div><div><br /></div><div>whatever it takes</div><div>i'm at your mercy</div><div>tell me what it is you want</div><div>tell me all your heresies</div><div><br /></div><div>i want to be closer</div><div>i want to intertwine</div><div>mingle with your soul</div><div>until there's no more time</div><div><br /></div><div><div>my heart wants it all</div><div>call it a whore</div><div>i'm begging you please</div><div>give me something more...</div><div>than this</div><div><br /></div><div>bring forth your love</div><div>come hither my dear</div><div>when we combine</div><div>there is no more fear</div><div><br /></div><div>search inside yourself</div><div>this is how it should be</div><div>so join me by my side</div><div>and fulfill our destiny</div><div><br /></div><div>never say goodbye</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-601775538688180310?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-42558346721106954502008-11-18T01:54:00.004-05:002008-11-18T03:47:23.657-05:00been stuck here most of my life<div>trapped here as long as i can recall</div><div>i've tried to leave it all behind</div><div>but did i ever really leave at all</div><div><br /></div><div>fragments would remain inside</div><div>and they would always hold me back</div><div>but i am so much stronger now</div><div>and this time i am on the attack</div><div><br /></div><div>rip it out of my mind</div><div>strip it from my soul</div><div>i was never of your kind</div><div>it's time to fill this, whole</div><div><br /></div><div>this time i will make it</div><div>laughing as the sky turns black</div><div>wiping the blood from the razor</div><div>and never looking back</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4255834672110695450?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-43153529207812364962008-10-26T23:30:00.001-04:002008-10-27T15:20:12.795-04:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 20px; font-size:13px;"><div><div>the bottom of a bottle</div><div>just a mouthful away</div><div>like a small child begging</div><div>come out and play</div><div><br /></div></div><div>it hits like a brick <br /></div><div>right in the face</div><div>all has subsided</div><div>all is displaced</div><div><br /></div><div><div>problem solved</div><div>after so many years</div><div>one last breath</div><div>no more tears</div><div><br /></div></div><div>hitting the floor<br /></div><div>it all turns so white</div><div>say to the stars</div><div>goodnight goodnight </div><div><br /></div></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4315352920781236496?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-91727119213613975262008-10-06T05:04:00.009-04:002008-10-06T07:14:57.215-04:00covered in snow<br /><div>talking to walls</div><div>everything is different now</div><div>but you don't know</div><div><br /></div><div>run from it all</div><div>hide in the night</div><div>staying in the shadows now</div><div>don't let me fall</div><div><br /></div><div>i want to see it spill from your lips</div><div>roll off your forked tongue into my ears</div><div>our spades on our sleeves</div><div>there would be no more fears</div><div><br /></div><div>i want to hear it echo aloud</div><div>solidify it in my hurt mind</div><div>let's take off our gloves</div><div>it's time to be unkind</div><div><br /></div><div>you're not the one</div><div>you know by now</div><div>take a hammer and break this</div><div>this silent vow</div><div><br /></div><div>can't live this way</div><div>it's all a lie</div><div>throw things to the vultures now</div><div>why should we try</div><div><br /></div><div><div>i want to see it spill from your lips</div><div>roll off your forked tongue into my ears</div><div>our spades on our sleeves</div><div>there would be no more fears</div><div><br /></div><div>i want to hear it echo aloud</div><div>solidify it in my hurt mind</div><div>let's take off our gloves</div><div>it's time to be unkind</div><div><br /></div><div>only way out</div><div>is to give in</div><div>smash it all to pieces yeah</div><div>let's scream and shout</div><div><br /></div><div>time to let go</div><div>time to be free</div><div>feel the force of the redshift</div><div>ending the show</div><div><br /></div><div><div>i want to see it spill from your lips</div><div>roll off your forked tongue into my ears</div><div>our spades on our sleeves</div><div>there would be no more fears</div><div><br /></div><div>i want to hear it echo aloud</div><div>solidify it in my hurt mind</div><div>let's take off our gloves</div><div>it's time to be unkind</div><div><br /></div><div>unkind</div><div><br /></div><div>unkind</div><div><br /></div><div>unkind</div><div><br /></div><div>don't hit rewind</div><div><br /></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-9172711921361397526?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-34176484842493960692008-04-18T13:09:00.005-04:002008-04-18T18:24:03.057-04:00<div>she says she doesn't want to</div><div>but sometimes i wonder why</div><div>we fit like puzzles</div><div>she makes me feel like i can fly</div><div><br /></div><div>she says i'm over it</div><div>but her eyes say otherwise</div><div>together we could make it</div><div>together we could stop this lie</div><div><br /></div><div>say it to me</div><div>won't you be my comeback kid</div><div>take me to the moon and </div><div>never look back</div><div>forget all the things we did</div><div><br /></div><div>it's a new life now</div><div>things aren't as they were</div><div>fly me to oblivion</div><div>never look back</div><div>you are the magic cure</div><div><br /></div><div>let's drop all the foolishness</div><div>you're just as soft as me</div><div>won't you take it all away</div><div>we can finally be free</div><div><br /></div><div>see i have this one in mind</div><div>and her name is you</div><div>take away my red glass rose</div><div>take away my blood red blues</div><div><br /></div><div>say it to me</div><div>won't you be my comeback kid</div><div>take me to the moon and</div><div>never look back</div><div>forget all the things we did</div><div><br /></div><div>it's a new life now</div><div>things aren't as they were</div><div>fly me to oblivion</div><div>never look back</div><div>you are the magic cure</div><div><br /></div><div>a pill in my mouth</div><div>a needle in my skin</div><div>you are my aching flesh</div><div>you are my favorite sin</div><div><br /></div><div>so stick it to me</div><div>my porcelain doll</div><div>no cracks on the face</div><div>i'll always break your fall</div><div><br /></div><div>say it to me</div><div>won't you be my comeback kid</div><div>take me to the moon and</div><div>never look back</div><div>forget all the things we did</div><div><br /></div><div>it's a new life now</div><div>things aren't as they were</div><div>fly me to oblivion</div><div>never look back</div><div>you are the magic cure</div><div><br /></div><div>bring it to me</div><div>let it wash over my gray heart</div><div>come to my rescue</div><div>before i fall apart</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-3417648484249396069?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-16634698434106162592008-03-04T12:08:00.004-05:002008-03-04T13:40:54.161-05:00<div>it started out kind of slow</div><div>we sit for a few hours</div><div>afraid to make a move</div><div>but this time is all ours</div><div><br /></div><div>later on it happened</div><div>we made a connection</div><div>it was a stand-off we were</div><div>waiting for affection</div><div><br /></div><div>you have me</div><div>have me by the soul</div><div>stuck like glue</div><div>what happened to</div><div><br /></div><div>yesterday i knew you</div><div>yesterday was fine</div><div>yesterday things came true</div><div>yesterday you were mine</div><div><br /></div><div>the words they</div><div>they came out so hard</div><div>like a brick into glass</div><div>now i'm in shards</div><div><br /></div><div>it cuts so deep</div><div>i try to run</div><div>pick up the pieces</div><div>without you it's no fun</div><div><br /></div><div>you have me</div><div>have me by the soul</div><div>stuck like glue</div><div>what happened to</div><div><br /></div><div>yesterday i knew you</div><div>yesterday was fine</div><div>yesterday things came true</div><div>yesterday you were mine</div><div><br /></div><div>i am all alone now</div><div>here it is so black</div><div>i am lost without you</div><div>won't you please come back</div><div><br /></div><div>walking through my life</div><div>you know it's not the same</div><div>no hand to hold now</div><div>dealing with the pain</div><div><br /></div><div>you have me</div><div>have me by the soul</div><div>stuck like glue</div><div>what happened to</div><div><br /></div><div>yesterday i knew you</div><div>yesterday was fine</div><div>yesterday things came true</div><div>yesterday you were mine</div><div><br /></div><div>in your hands is my heart</div><div>no you're not another heather</div><div>you know we're not always apart</div><div>when i sleep we're together</div><div><br /></div><div>don't wake me up</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-1663469843410616259?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-22372144848488264922008-02-15T21:50:00.005-05:002008-02-15T21:58:48.846-05:00"me, i'm not (key of b remix)" has been uploaded to the nine inch nails site and has been approved.  <div>to listen, click <a href="http://remix.nin.com/play/mix?id=5926">here</a>.  <div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-2237214484848826492?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-19697163871438551102008-02-14T12:01:00.013-05:002008-02-14T13:49:13.629-05:00<div>teach me how to swim</div><div>cause you got me drownin'</div><div>engulfing me like a flame<div>burning from within</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>you know i'm so into you</div><div>do with me what you will</div><div>anything in the name of</div><div>i'm not just seeking a thrill</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>you can like it or not</div><div>but i'm here to stay</div><div>attached to you at the lips</div><div>no matter what you say</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>take me in</div><div>from within</div><div>make me grin</div><div>hold me tight i'll make your head spin</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>take me in</div><div>from within</div><div>make me grin</div><div>hold me tight i'll make your head spin</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>hidden from me now</div><div>your feelings wrapped up tight</div><div>you can be flight as you wanna be</div><div>but baby i'm all fight</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>won't give up on this</div><div>it feels so good to give in</div><div>in every way a part of you</div><div>stick me with your sharpest pin</div><div><br /></div><div>stitch me up now please</div><div>and just give me a try</div><div>you make me whole again<br /></div><div>and you know that's no lie</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>take me in</div><div>from within</div><div>make me grin</div><div>hold me tight i'll make your head spin</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>take me in</div><div>from within</div><div>make me grin</div><div>hold me tight i'll make your head spin</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>you wanna take it slow</div><div>well that's fine with me</div><div>i'll take you any way</div><div>that i can get you (please)</div><div><br /></div><div>not just along for the ride</div><div>it's all so sublime</div><div>no i'm not done yet<br /></div><div>i wanna make you mine</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>not sure what comes next</div><div>i know you're hesitating<br /></div><div>it's okay make your move</div><div>i'll be here waiting</div><div><br /></div><div>take me in</div><div>from within</div><div>make me grin</div><div>hold me tight i'll make your head spin</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>take me in</div><div>from within</div><div>make me grin</div><div>hold me tight i'll make your head spin</div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-1969716387143855110?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-52500543132866974392008-02-09T12:58:00.000-05:002008-02-11T21:53:56.775-05:00as you can see, the main site is now back at blogger.  i found it much more convenient to manage than designing the webpage from the ground up.  hope you enjoy the new layout.<div><br /></div><div>recently nine inch nails released a dvd with all the multitrack files from "year zero" on it.  i've imported them into garageband and have been working on a remix of "me, i'm not".  it will be posted to <a href="http://remix.nin.com/">the nine inch nails remix website</a> when it is completed.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-5250054313286697439?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-11552325768914776732007-09-21T08:00:00.000-04:002008-02-11T14:04:37.522-05:00surrounded by monsters<div>that tear at your flesh</div><div>mentally searing you</div><div>doing what they do best</div><div><br /></div><div>you would scream for help</div><div>but you're gasping for air</div><div>it doesn't matter anyway</div><div>there's no one to hear</div><div><br /></div><div>sweat flows like a stream</div><div>out of all your pores</div><div>your mind is on fire</div><div>can you take any more</div><div><br /></div><div>then out of nowhere</div><div>it all goes away</div><div>nothing surrounds you</div><div>but it's all here to stay</div><div><br /></div><div>beginning descent</div><div>your eyes start to cry</div><div>your mind has gone numb</div><div>your heart has run dry</div><div><br /></div><div>everything falls apart</div><div>nothing left in this shell</div><div>then it starts all over</div><div>another cycle of hell</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-1155232576891477673?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-19082606791777756112007-09-13T06:29:00.000-04:002007-09-18T19:48:07.014-04:00Today, the beta version of <a href="http://www.adarkforce.com/">www.adarkforce.com</a> has been launched. Not much to see yet, but check it out, read the latest song entry in the "blog" section, and mail any suggestions to <a href="mailto:webmaster@adarkforce.com">webmaster@adarkforce.com</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-1908260679177775611?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-11070541351536904882007-08-30T20:56:00.000-04:002007-09-11T09:50:23.769-04:00you crossed the line<br />but didn't care<br />who you hurt along the way<br />now it’s time<br />to take a look back<br />to see just what you have done<br /><br />and i want to thank you<br />for making it so easy to<br />turn away for a different view<br />this homicide<br />won't hurt inside<br />i'll bury your memories alive<br /><br />i won’t be the one<br />grasping at straws<br />painful as it may be<br />for you because<br />i leave it all behind with ease<br /><br />so take<br />your things and go<br />your baggage kicked to the curb<br />now it’s time<br />to take a look ahead<br />to see what you’ve become<br /><br />and i want to thank you<br />for making it so easy to<br />turn away for a different view<br />this homicide<br />won't hurt inside<br />i'll bury your memories alive<br /><br />i won’t be the one<br />grasping at straws<br />painful as it may be<br />for you because<br />i leave it all behind with ease<br /><br />so this is it<br />the last straw<br />has finally arrived<br />and it's crushing<br />your weak spine<br />snap goes the weasel<br /><br />and i want to thank you<br />for making it so easy to<br />turn away for a different view<br />this homicide<br />won't hurt inside<br />i'll bury your memories alive<br /><br />i won't be the one<br />grasping at straws<br />painful as it may be<br />for you because<br />i leave it all behind with ease<br /><br />your rigid corpse<br />it has a frown<br />in the ashes<br />dance around<br />of the bridges<br />you've burned down<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-1107054135153690488?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-21012097645499792532007-04-29T18:59:00.000-04:002007-06-27T15:25:24.579-04:00i wake up<br />easter morning<br />next to you<br />on the phone<br />your sweet voice<br />whispers softly<br />from your mouth<br />into my ear<br /><br />you say hello<br />i say how are you<br />did you sleep<br />well last night<br /><br />yeah it's just another day to me<br />just like all the rest<br />and it's just another day to me<br />and it's so beautiful<br />it's just another day to me<br />and i will love it to death<br /><br />i wake up<br />christmas morning<br />i take a look<br />outside my window<br />what i see<br />feels good inside<br />what i feel<br />is what i hoped for<br /><br />cold and dead<br />gray as ashes<br />whiteness falling<br />from the sky<br /><br />yeah it's just another day to me<br />just like all the rest<br />and it's just another day to me<br />and it's so beautiful<br />it's just another day to me<br />and i will love it to death<br /><br />i wake up<br />sunday morning<br />we sleep in<br />while the others pray<br />our love is all we need<br />no phantasms no fiction<br />just each other<br />no one else<br /><br />i get in my car<br />drive through this ghost town<br />try to unwind<br />from the night before<br /><br />yeah it's just another day to me<br />just like all the rest<br />and it's just another day to me<br />and it's so beautiful<br />it's just another day to me<br />and i will love it to death<br /><br />yeah it's just another day to me<br />just like all the rest<br />and it's just another day to me<br />and it's so beautiful<br />it's just another day to me<br />and i will love it to death<br /><br />i will love it to death<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-2101209764549979253?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-62281474901223348282007-03-30T17:29:00.000-04:002007-04-01T08:26:18.287-04:00my thirst for you is strong<br />i hunger for your love<br />it keeps on calling me<br />i can feel it in my blood<br /><br />it runs so deep<br />so thick you can cut<br />don't call it weak<br />yeah it's anything but<br /><br />now i can't tell the difference<br />between you and i<br />we are one and the same<br />even to the naked eye<br /><br />so brace your head<br />for this concussion<br />it can't be argued<br />there's no discussion<br /><br />i am the definition<br />of obsession<br />so take me now<br />i'm your possession<br /><br />i am the epitome<br />of your desire<br />i am your bleeding heart<br />and i'm on fucking fire<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-6228147490122334828?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-31996311111706102462007-03-30T16:54:00.000-04:002007-03-31T15:55:14.548-04:00well i think you're the one<br />i think that you're it<br />you know that it's true<br />every piece every bit<br /><br />beauty may be relative<br />it's in my eyes so behold<br />you're the one for me<br />even when my heart is so cold<br /><br />so take a step back and smile<br />because it's you that i adore<br />there's a piece of me inside you<br />and that can't be ignored<br /><br />so hold your head up high<br />you should be so proud<br />you are so perfect to me<br />yeah you are my heart's shroud<br /><br />some may not be able to see<br />some may just disagree<br />how naive can they be<br />yeah you're priceless to me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-3199631111170610246?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-59069014716762725402007-03-28T18:17:00.000-04:002007-04-08T11:47:25.633-04:00get back<br />yeah get back to your shell<br />you don't get it<br />i've been through hell<br /><br />your world<br />in your world i never belonged<br />i tried i really did<br />the inevitable just prolonged<br /><br />i can believe<br />you've gone this far<br />take a good look in the mirror<br />do you know what you are<br /><br />so break<br />break your glass of spite<br />you never had a clue<br />to the ways of my life<br /><br />to you<br />to you i don't belong<br />or to your whole tree<br />i uprooted this all along<br /><br />i can believe<br />you've gone this far<br />take a good look in the mirror<br />do you know what you are<br /><br />i'm tired<br />tired of trying to make it fit<br />this will never work<br />no matter how i force it<br /><br />so i<br />i'm gonna take this<br />and smash it apart<br />like it never happened<br />back by myself from the start<br /><br />i can believe<br />you've gone this far<br />take a good look in the mirror<br />do you know what you are<br /><br />take a good look<br />yeah take a good look<br />take a good fucking look<br />yeah take a good long look<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-5906901471676272540?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-42737265772443596992007-03-23T10:00:00.000-04:002007-03-23T10:38:09.425-04:00see there's this feeling i get<br />when i think of you<br />i don't know what it is yet<br />but i think i have a clue<br /><br />you crawl into my eyes<br />you sink into my heart<br />you make my soul arise<br />in my life you play a part<br /><br />and i'm so much more with you<br />now i know what my world is coming to<br />happiness is no longer a fading dream<br />i finally have something worth remembering<br /><br />you take me apart<br />you dissect my mind<br />you steal my heart<br />and it's so kind<br /><br />you can have all this<br />it's all yours for you to keep<br />my life my soul my kiss<br />our blood runs so deep<br /><br />and i'm so much more with you<br />now i know what my world is coming to<br />happiness is no longer a fading dream<br />i finally have something worth remembering<br /><br />so please take care of this<br />it's all that i have left<br />i know you can handle it<br />you've always been the best<br /><br />so you're my wealth<br />i'm all yours (in case you couldn't tell)<br />through sickness and in health<br />through heaven and hell<br /><br />and i'm so much more with you<br />now i know what my world is coming to<br />happiness is no longer a fading dream<br />i finally have something worth remembering<br /><br />you are my resurrection<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4273726577244359699?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-86007181501654384872007-03-19T09:51:00.000-04:002007-03-19T18:20:54.350-04:00get away from me<br />you're just like all the rest<br />can't take you right now<br />i'm jumping out of my flesh<br /><br />it's making me itch<br />shaken to my core<br />gotta swallow it all<br />yeah daddy wants more<br /><br />something dark inside<br />it gets deep and down<br />why is it part of me<br />i don't want it around<br /><br />sometimes i wish i were...<br />spaced<br /><br />it tears me apart<br />rubs me rough<br />shakes me down<br />fucks me up<br /><br />this is the way it is<br />this isn't counterfeit<br />when you're anxious like this<br />should you just swallow it<br /><br />something dark inside<br />it gets deep and down<br />why is it part of me<br />i don't want it around<br /><br />sometimes i wish i were...<br />i'm gonna space my whole world out<br /><br />i'm gonna space my whole world out<br /><br />i'm gonna space my whole world out...<br /><br />i don't want a part in this<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-8600718150165438487?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-49878370043463179932007-03-17T14:10:00.000-04:002007-03-17T14:42:15.723-04:00well this world and me<br />yeah we're <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">divorces</span><br />we never had a chance<br />a chance of belonging<br /><br />i tried so hard to make it<br />tried so hard to make it work<br />but everything fell apart<br />and now we're strangers<br /><br />what if you were on your own<br />could you make it through<br />would you be strong enough<br />or would it collapse in on you<br /><br />see the longer we're apart<br />the stronger i grow<br />we're not meant to be<br />and the better off i am without you<br /><br />the loneliness got me so far<br />made me all hard inside<br />indifferent to the rest<br />and i don't care much<br /><br />what if you were on your own<br />could you make it through<br />would you be strong enough<br />or would it collapse in on you<br /><br />see now that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">i've</span> made it<br />now i can see right through<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"></span><br />i don't need the rest<br />and the rest doesn't need me<br /><br />i no longer burrow deep down<br />yeah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">i'm</span> up above<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">i'm</span> out and armored<br />and i can survive it all<br /><br />what if you were on your own<br />could you make it through<br />would you be strong enough<br />or would it collapse in on you<br /><br />are you strong<br />are you gone<br />are you fit<br />can you make it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4987837004346317993?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-143951924266133212007-03-11T12:11:00.000-04:002007-03-15T19:42:45.342-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/Rff5QSi9idI/AAAAAAAAAA0/tP2V6QRZBk4/s1600-h/PIC-0017_edit3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/Rff5QSi9idI/AAAAAAAAAA0/tP2V6QRZBk4/s400/PIC-0017_edit3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5041772366116260306" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">My first attempt at photo editing.<br /></div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/RfQqRii9iaI/AAAAAAAAAAc/PApI5tZgjbE/s1600-h/PIC-0017_edit2.jpg"><br /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-14395192426613321?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-28910911673292268982007-03-10T12:48:00.000-05:002007-03-10T12:49:29.643-05:00you haunt me like a succubus<br />can't you see i don't need this<br />just leave me be<br />i can't have it<br /><br />i blow you off hard core<br />you keep coming back for more<br />your life isn't worth living<br />yeah your life isn't worth living for<br /><br />i hope you drop dead<br />drop dead gorgeous<br />leave my life<br />leave yours too<br /><br />why do you have to be so<br />so damn beautiful<br />if you weren't so hott<br />this would all be null<br /><br />yet there you are<br />you temptress you little tart<br />don't you see<br />you smash my heart apart<br /><br />i hope you drop dead<br />drop dead gorgeous<br />leave my life<br />leave yours too<br /><br />you're beyond repair<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-2891091167329226898?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-55128721193910924672007-03-04T07:54:00.000-05:002007-03-04T08:00:45.242-05:00<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/RerCxUvbAXI/AAAAAAAAAAU/itUybmwQFrw/s1600-h/Rick+003_edit.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_9XZu5vaxfFA/RerCxUvbAXI/AAAAAAAAAAU/itUybmwQFrw/s400/Rick+003_edit.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5038053285804310898" border="0" /></a><br />Click for full-size image.<br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-5512872119391092467?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-88123892754177887462007-02-12T11:37:00.000-05:002007-03-21T08:29:30.631-04:00open your ears i've got a little secret<br />and i'm not staring at the sun<br />if i tell you would you be happy<br />i'll whisper to you then i'll run<br /><br />there is a shelter from storm<br />a special place where you reside<br />it's where i keep my love letters<br />it is locked up deep down inside<br /><br />things may have changed<br />but on my sleeve is my heart<br />if you want it it's all yours<br />there could be a brand new start<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-8812389275417788746?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-42289508105225007422007-02-12T11:16:00.000-05:002007-03-21T08:32:36.978-04:00maybe i could pull it all together<br />if i could just stop shaking<br />i don't want another<br />this whole thing keeps making<br />me collapse inside<br /><br />all i want is to feel whole again<br />i used to be so big and strong<br />but that was way back then<br />now i'm lucky to just get along<br />with myself<br /><br />i can't outrun this so i just sleep<br />escaping reality they way i like<br />it all just hurts too deep<br />if i could gather my will i just might<br />move along<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4228950810522500742?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-72069549429393605452007-02-09T10:17:00.000-05:002007-02-09T17:31:27.557-05:00i fall into the hearth<br />kindling me inside<br />it's no longer dark<br />i don't have to hide<br /><br />this feels just like home<br />this is where i belong<br />best thing i have known<br />it all comes on so strong<br /><br />stars explode in the night<br />my negatives develop<br />my insides all alight<br />i am enveloped<br /><br />my umbrella in the rain<br />shields me from my sadness<br />there's no such thing as pain<br />wretchedness or madness<br /><br />and i feel so safe right here<br />my soul no longer dead<br />absent is my fear<br />nothing more needs said<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-7206954942939360545?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-47521693265112455162007-01-31T14:20:00.000-05:002007-01-31T14:42:03.603-05:00realization has occurred<br />something is just not right<br />about what i have offered<br />even though i'm different now<br />i feel just the same<br />wrenched up all inside<br />my feelings are so tame<br /><br />i can't bring myself to crawl out<br />all there is is my doubt<br />but i have nothing left inside<br />it's all run dry<br /><br />what i can't express i deny<br />it's the truth, i confess to myself<br />sometimes i'm so alone i could die<br />you don't know what it's like<br />to feel this closed off, all torn apart<br />here i go again<br />building up a callous heart<br /><br />i can't bring myself to crawl out<br />all there is is my doubt<br />but i have nothing left inside<br />it's all run dry<br /><br />what is left for someone like me<br />is there hope in the distance<br />or will i never be free<br />this whole thing sucks my soul<br />trying to fill up all the cracks<br />can i glue this back together<br />or will it always last<br /><br />i can't bring myself to crawl out<br />all there is is my doubt<br />but i have nothing left inside<br />it's all run dry<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-4752169326511245516?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1159049237454696822006-09-23T17:59:00.000-04:002006-09-23T20:41:24.176-04:00shut it<br />shut it all out<br />stop it<br />stop it all now<br /><br />i'm teenaged again<br />trying to pretend<br />that all is well<br />i hide in my shell<br />away from the pain<br />and all the mind strain<br /><br />i can't stand this<br />everyone's pissed<br />at each other why<br />don't they shy<br />away from it<br />why do they give a<br /><br /><br />fighting to fight<br />yellng to yell<br />if you try you just might<br />feel oh so well<br /><br /><br />so give it a shot<br />i really think you ought<br />to make amends<br />i guess it all depends<br /><br />on your ability<br />the try try again mentality<br />one day it may work and<br />everything will be just grand<br /><br /><br />fighting to fight<br />yellng to yell<br />if you try you just might<br />feel oh so well<br /><br /><br />shut it<br />shut it all out<br />stop it<br />stop it all now<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-115904923745469682?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1155049467789080852006-08-08T10:49:00.000-04:002006-08-08T11:11:41.246-04:00will you join me in time?<br />come along for the ride<br />are you breathing like i am?<br />are you synching my mind?<br /><br />thoughts running through my mind<br />kind of a mess but neat enough<br />happens all the time<br />yeah i feel like sunspots and dark blue rain<br />can you join me in this never nevermind?<br /><br />i'm pacing forth and back again<br />worked up and thinking loud<br />my impossible insides<br />never bring me up never let me down<br />and i'm on a high low plain<br /><br />will you join me in time?<br />come along for the ride<br />are you breathing like i am?<br />are you synching my mind?<br /><br />drunk on the love again<br />worked up and without care<br />my impossible outsides<br />always bring me up always let me down<br />and i'm on a low high plain<br /><br />thoughts walking through my mind<br />kind of neat but mess enough<br />happens all the time<br />yeah i feel like moon craters and umbrellas<br />can you join me in this never nevermind?<br /><br />will you join me in time?<br />come along for the ride<br />are you breathing like i am?<br />are you synching my mind?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-115504946778908085?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1150924649740375372006-06-21T17:17:00.000-04:002006-08-06T12:33:40.710-04:00i find comfort in the shadows<br />blackness is my companion<br />she's so good to me<br />that's why it's so hard when there's...<br /><br />sun on my parade<br />when it all comes casting down<br />it makes me want to hide<br />to run back to my bride<br /><br />i feel so good when she's around<br />she lifts me up when i'm so down down down<br />she's the best damn drug in town<br />she keeps me afloat when i'm about to drown<br /><br />and no i'm not sick<br />and nothing is wrong<br />i'm just living a little different<br />and i've found where i belong<br />that's why it's so hard when there's...<br /><br />sun on my parade<br />when it all comes casting down<br />it makes me want to hide<br />to run back to my bride<br /><br />my sweet darkness, don't leave me<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-115092464974037537?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1142994831086581312006-03-21T21:33:00.000-05:002006-07-23T09:32:48.126-04:00i don't need help<br />i just hate myself<br />i don't want to be here<br />i just want to disappear<br /><br />go away never come back<br />nobody cares<br />i'm not jack<br /><br />everything always goes awry<br />everything always makes me cry<br />the tears are invisible<br />they are indestructable<br /><br />i'll never amount to anything<br />i'm worth nothing to everyone<br />what a waste<br />i'm done<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-114299483108658131?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1142402083270925602006-03-15T00:24:00.000-05:002006-06-21T11:12:22.060-04:00such a mess you are<br />look at what you've done<br />somehow you still stand<br />yet you've fallen long ago<br /><br />how low can you go?<br />do you have your limits<br />or are you delusional enough<br />that you'll never sink too far<br /><br />someone should really<br />wake you from that dream<br />that you call your life<br /><br />so proud you are of all you've done<br />ruining it all for everyone<br />you act just like royalty<br />well down with the king, yeah<br />down with the king<br /><br />how long can you hold your place?<br />propped up by lies written on your face<br />i can see your knees getting weak<br />is that blush in your cheeks?<br /><br />and i am not your ally<br />and i am not your friend<br />and i hope you choke (again)<br /><br />lie in the deathbed that you've made<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-114240208327092560?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1142399752834843942006-03-15T00:01:00.000-05:002006-03-23T13:09:57.356-05:00fallen<br />into you completely<br />we are one<br />our love intertwined<br />it will never die<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-114239975283484394?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1141977816989481702006-03-10T02:53:00.000-05:002006-03-20T01:23:45.166-05:00it all comes rushing in<br />the warmth i used to know<br />i feel so secure<br />i don't want to let go<br /><br />does she feel it too?<br />the connection is still there<br />it never went away<br />always layed to bare<br /><br />the feeling that i get<br />holding her again<br />it's no stranger to me<br />can i hold it in?<br /><br />i feel so consoled<br />and a sense of relief<br />wrapped in her embrace<br />i never want to leave<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-114197781698948170?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1139579740619926722006-02-10T08:46:00.000-05:002006-02-10T11:35:07.596-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1878/569/1600/IMG00042_edited.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1878/569/400/IMG00042_edited.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />"Desire" - From a series of photographs taken using a Motorola V3 0.3 megapixel camera phone in the summer of 2005. Click image for full size.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-113957974061992672?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1139498002213396092006-02-09T10:06:00.000-05:002006-02-09T10:13:22.236-05:00what am i to do?<br />ther's no one here<br />and it's all on me<br />tired and worn all through<br />so blind that i can see<br /><br />everything i've felt<br />all the things i've loved<br />i've scared it all away<br />away<br /><br /><br />shaking deep inside<br />and i'm so afraid<br />i've got to stay alive<br />i've got to find a way<br /><br />but i can't go back<br /><br />can i face it now?<br />there's no one here<br />and it's all on me<br />tired and worn all through<br />so blind that i can see<br /><br />can i get it back?<br />all the things i love<br />i've scared them all away<br />away<br /><br /><br />another day goes by<br />and i'm so afraid<br />i cannot say goodbye<br />i've got to find a way<br /><br />still i can't go back<br /><br />can i start anew?<br />there's no one here but me<br />tired and worn all through<br />so blind that i can see<br /><br />and i won't look back<br /><br />away<br />away<br />a way...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-113949800221339609?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1098800989231511492004-10-26T10:29:00.000-04:002006-03-20T03:00:22.766-05:00OPEN WIDE here comes the truth<br />don't try to think (we know what's good for you)<br />cut me down because i'm free<br />hate me because i'm what you want to be<br />run and hide behind your verse<br />the real you just might hurt<br />run and hide under your steeple<br />hey after all rationale is for rational people<br /><br />so this is how you deal with life<br />make a wish it'll be alright<br />find comfort in his likelihood<br />yeah ignorance never felt so good<br /><br />no shame for feeling the way i do<br />thank myself that i'm not you<br />you create your own hell<br />guilt has always worked this well<br /><br />this so-called "sin" is time well spent<br />deep down you know yet you repent<br />you know from here you look so hollow<br />you can't outrun what you'll always follow<br />keep on praying try to save your soul<br />you can't escape from self control<br />you keep on trying to be yourself<br />but you're too god damned busy being like everyone else<br /><br />you're transparent i've seen the real you<br />the one you bottle up and pretend isn't true<br />over your head is a halo of lies<br />around your neck is your disguise<br /><br />no shame for feeling the way i do<br />thank myself that i'm not you<br />you create your own hell<br />guilt has always worked this well<br /><br />i can see why you turned to this<br />everyone needs a reason to exist<br />you know someday that crutch will break<br />and you will fall flat on your face<br />finally forced to stand on you own<br />you'll realize that we're all alone<br />do us a favor stop spreading your disease<br />i've got the cure it's one thousand fucking milligrams of... reality<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-109880098923151149?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1098798846290597232004-10-26T09:49:00.000-04:002004-12-20T04:05:26.600-05:00she fears all that isn't her <br />she must destroy the others <br /> <br />she hates non-conformity <br />can you really blame her? <br /> <br />bitter girl in a wretched world <br />her plan's about to be unfurled <br />it's going to change things for the better <br />don't you dare defy her <br /> <br />she has the best of intentions <br />she has her own disposition <br /> <br />she's going to run it all <br />straight into the ground <br /> <br />trapped inside her shattered life <br />she can't break out (too full of strife) <br />she looks so pretty in her high chair <br />that's all she does there <br /> <br />she has a choice to make <br />the leaves can still be raked <br /> <br />she can turn this all around <br />regrow all that has decayed <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-109879884629059723?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1095834759879344282004-09-22T02:32:00.000-04:002006-02-09T20:52:07.523-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1878/569/1600/the_individual.0.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1878/569/400/the_individual.0.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><p class="flickr-frame" align="center"><br /></p> <p class="flickr-yourcomment" align="left">This picture was one of the first pieces to become part of A Dark Force.<br /></p> <p class="flickr-yourcomment" align="left">Oil pastels on paper. Self portrait.<br /><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-109583475987934428?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1096003218174026732004-09-20T09:14:00.000-04:002007-04-03T10:07:45.083-04:00<!-- Creative Commons License --><br />All lyrical and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">pictorial</span> content is Copyright © 2004-2007, A Dark Force, unless otherwise noted.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"></span><a href="http://effintainted.deviantart.com/"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"></span></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-109600321817402673?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8411533.post-1095934827236465472004-09-19T19:00:00.000-04:002006-03-22T21:03:12.773-05:00<p><br />A Dark Force is a project of creative expression, also known as "art". This is a personal interest exploratory, and will therefore be continued for as long as desired. <span style="font-weight: bold;">This project is always evolving.</span><br /><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8411533-109593482723646547?l=adarkforce.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thornhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11844486243741197180noreply@blogger.com